$20,000 changes everything.
so if i’m not leaving… what about all the things that were dependant on me leaving, such as me not seeing that really pretty girl anymore?
fuck fuck fuck fuck
i’m going to avoid talking about this for as long as possible. which means avoiding my parents as long as possible, which won’t actually happen. i’ll last until tomorrow, yay.
fuckkkkkkkk
i might try to paint even though i really want to go to bed
